Thursday, 11 September 2014

music

Music ll cure the scar that hurt you badly,
Music can refresh one's soul,
Music is just everything.
Lovely ,beautiful,perfect and flawless
Listen and follow.

YOUsss

"No matter what you are going through, it is always better if you have some people to share it with"

I miss you. All of you.

Saturday, 6 September 2014

Come Back

This is just amazing when you look back on your own blog.
Okay,fine I left you for years. 
2013, it seem so far for me. 
All those memories come out in sudden, I just cannot bear with...
I'm now 18 years old girl ?! Yup
What's wrong with me? no answer. It seem so hard for me to find myself back.
CONFUSING.........Am I become more matured or I just become a slave of  secular society?
Yeah, I have to accept that everything has changed now.
Instead of drowning in the pool of emotions,I choose to run away.
It's time...It's time for me to seek myself back and become a better me.
Let's go =)
Nothing is going to stop me because I'm a courageous girl.
Am I ?
The war begin now and I should have to win it because there is no choice and fall back

RACE START .

Wednesday, 30 January 2013

Fake mask

There's no art 
To find the mind's construction in face:
He was a gentleman on whom I built
An absolute trust.

We don't even know what will one do for the sake of  him/herself
This is the greatest lessons of life and living that we should learn 
The fake mask conceals everything
You may just trap or deceive by the fake mask they wear
Everything seem tranquil--a fraud that set by them
_FRAUD_
Using a sharp knife     mercilessly,cruelly,unknowingly,slowing peel your skin
blood can be seen every way.
Suck your blood satisfyingly like what vampires do__NICE,FRESH.

too late to feel that HURT.TOO LATE to heal the wound.
A scar form__"remarkable".
Reality is that count.

Power,money,status__make the process started
An evil is then born.

There is no WHY. Human nature?
 Maybe.

Sunday, 27 January 2013

吾。

“旅途中,一路上会遇到许多美丽的石头,
           想把第一颗捡起时,却觉得接下还会来会遇到更好的。
沿路寻找......早已找不着和之前一样适合自己的那一颗。”


曾几何时,吾开始怀念能像以前一样,能信任别人。
但,吾变了。吾开始向往另一个世界的生活。
这里的虚假让吾厌倦无比。
或许,
是恶魔在吾心理作怪,
或许,
吾需要时间冷静,
或许,
另一个世界并不是吾想象中的一样。
或许,
是时候开始抬头、自信的活出自己。

不管了什么和什么,
都阻止不了吾,继续往吾的梦想前进,
直到旅程的尽头。


沿路的石头,吾会慢慢寻找......
—终—

Monday, 14 January 2013

月亮

曾几何时,夜晚的月亮偷偷的把我的灵魂给带走,只留下我的躯体。
多变、奇怪、孤僻是适合我的字眼。因为这世界,我学会隐藏。
只有月亮对我说,原原本本的我才是最真实的。所以,我随她而去。
不要怀疑,我是就是冷血动物。对于别人的主观,我早已放弃解释;对于别人的理所当然、我早已坦然接受。因为,我不想再逼自己,去解释、反驳。

找不着,寻不获 我心目中的月亮


Monday, 10 December 2012

仰。

在这里闷得发慌......仰望着夜晚的星星,只有星星最懂我。

很多时候,缘分让把我们牵在一起,但总有一天命运还是会再次把我们给分开。
那就是所谓的人生?或许吧。
我真的找不回第一次和你认识是对你的那种热忱,不知曾几何时那种感觉消失在我的天空里。不要问我为什么,因为我也不知道那所谓的原因。
而且结局,并不完美......最后的休止符残缺了。

伤心、开心、生气、懊恼。
这些情绪并不一定要表露出来。
表露出来又有何用?等人来疼来安慰?
不我不喜欢。那就是倔强的我吧。
是的,我变成了独行侠。黑夜变成我找寻慰藉的寄托。

真的好想突然从人间蒸发。就此消失。
我真的厌倦了。我要去一个属于我的地方,在那里好好的独自一人过着自己的下半生。
没有金钱、没有仇恨、没有背板、没有虚假、更没有险恶与自私。
魑魅魍魉的世界就此和我隔离。
那世界一直在呼唤着我但......
一切只是自己的空想?或许吧。那样也是幸福的一种。

望着这里窗外的天空,感触良多。
我还是个有感情的动物,只是我遗忘了该如何去表达。
因为是你们让我学会什么是隐藏、掩护。
这可是一条不归路。
我更不会在是以前那希望别人倾听自己内心世界的射手座了。