Camouflage...

The feeling never gone.It still buried in someone's deep heart core.Hurt?That is never a doubt.Choose to forget.This is the last decision.Nothing left.All the vexation in the mind will disappear once a day.Endure,ought to learn to endure.

The word  never speak out is just liked a knife which conceal in the deep heart's core and will hurt the heart deeply and occasionally.A girl who can't stop smiling at the other looked as lively as before.But no one will know that her heart had deeply hurt by something.She bear all the misery by herself but not with the others.Camouflage as nothing happened.The others will never know her feeling and how pain is her.Her only wish is hope that all the things will over......over,over,and OVER!!!She feels so tired.
Fight against the evil is not easy but PAIN!

Thinking......A thing maybe getting worse because of a tiny stuff.Someone should start the first step to solve this tiny staff.All thing will be okay?all thing will change?Hope that the rainbow will come after the storm. ermh........ought to change the BAD thinking.The negative thinking which always entangle by the evil should be varnished!!!Hi, my lovely guardian angle.

Thanks a lot to the people who had lent me your helping hands.I appreciated. :)

Blooding

Looking at their photo album...nothing left to say .

Angry,lonely,sad.....My confused feeling made me in a loss.

A word had buried in my deep heart's core a long time ago,

Not dare to speak out...What should I do actually?

I had put all my effort to try to understand their new lifestyle,

But I can't...Am I a freak to both of you?
I asked myself..No answer...An evil had come and stole my heart

I found that I am a outsider in their world,

I can't get into their talk,

I can't feel the wonderful atmosphere when got together,

I said nothing.....All things had changed or I have thought a lot?

Your radiance had made me walked away from you,

I scared I am a burden,

The others vision had made me thought that I am a freak,
But you said nothing.

You never think of me,

You never walk to my side when I feel lonely,

You never consider my feeling...

You just act that I am an important person in your life,

But I am not.That is the reality...

I know you had tried your best,

I know I am not good enough,
I know everything
evil had slowly taken over my heart,I fought against it,
I never lose!
pain,pain,PAIN!!!!

My tears had burst out,
again and again...
Heart is blooding......

Over, everything is over.
I should change my thinking...
Erm,I ought to...

Human inherent quality

Human is a living thing in the earth.They are different from the others.

They are arrogant,

They are self-important,

Their brain is full of evil thinking,

They are merciless,

That is human inherent quality.

People always think that they are the most powerful in the world

but they aren't

People always think that they are perfect enough

but they aren't

People always think that they are particular

but they AREN"T ......

 Are you one of them ?

Sight...

Perfect?what does it mean?

Nothing happened sporadically......

Some  people may think that the achievement that  you get is just by your luck and also by your wisdom.They never think of the effort that you have put in."Perfect" is just a word that used by them to describe their astonishment on you. Who really know that you had put all your effort to achieve the success?No one will know.....

Success is the fruitful result of the effort that you have put in but not an incident which happened sporadically!!!
Effort is the key to success......

calm comes after storm...

The abrupt setback always make people in a lost .challenges , human's life is full of challenges!!! The challenges seem to be the storm in life that hits us mercilessly , ruthlessly . However, when all the challenges are over , you will experience the peaceful and glassy calm dropping slowly in your deep heart's core . you will start to cherish , content and owe what you have. Challenge is not the final reckoning but is the starting point in your life . A starting point which is peaceful . Hence , stop COMPLAINING that your life is anguished , afflicted . CALM   COMES AFTER STORM !!!!
lin..

Sharing and cherish...

Share what you have to others...

Share your helping hand to others who need it,
Share you eye to others who need it,
Share your ears to others who need it,
Share your mouth to others who need it,

Sharing is an action to cherish what we have with others.

Share your happiness with others,
Share you gladness with others,
Share your joy with others,
Share everything yours with others

Sharing is an action to cherish what we have with others.

Cherish everything you have...

Cherish everyone beside of you,
Cherish your life with happiness,
Cherish the others love with you genuine heart,
Cherish the person who made you with filial piety,

Cherish is an action to share what you have with others.

jealousy is the evil of sharing and cherish,
penny-pinching is the evil of sharing and cherish,
stingy is the evil of sharing and cherish,

OUT!OUT!OUT of my life!!!

Determination!!!

Walking in the pavement grey,
Walking brainlessly,
Walking disorientated...
      A word...hits someone heart mercilessly,
      A word... makes someone at a loss,
People... always blaming the others fault,
      But not theirs....
People... always complaining the others mistakes,
      But not theirs.....
      A word... makes someone regain consciousnss
      A word... makes someone clear-headed
That is human's inherented quality,
      That is a reality...
Brace up ! Brace up!
     One day, I will stand up and  prove my ability to you!
     One day, You will bow in front of me!
A girl with determinetion nowadays,
Will make you sigh regret!!!