Angry,lonely,sad.....My confused feeling made me in a loss.
A word had buried in my deep heart's core a long time ago,
Not dare to speak out...What should I do actually?
I had put all my effort to try to understand their new lifestyle,
But I can't...Am I a freak to both of you?
I asked myself..No answer...An evil had come and stole my heart
I asked myself..No answer...An evil had come and stole my heart
I found that I am a outsider in their world,
I can't get into their talk,
I can't feel the wonderful atmosphere when got together,
I said nothing.....All things had changed or I have thought a lot?
Your radiance had made me walked away from you,
Your radiance had made me walked away from you,
I scared I am a burden,
The others vision had made me thought that I am a freak,
But you said nothing.
But you said nothing.
You never think of me,
You never walk to my side when I feel lonely,
You never consider my feeling...
You just act that I am an important person in your life,
But I am not.That is the reality...
I know you had tried your best,
I know I am not good enough,
I know everything
evil had slowly taken over my heart,I fought against it,
I never lose!
pain,pain,PAIN!!!!
I know everything
evil had slowly taken over my heart,I fought against it,
I never lose!
pain,pain,PAIN!!!!
My tears had burst out,
again and again...
Heart is blooding......
Over, everything is over.
I should change my thinking...
Erm,I ought to...
again and again...
Heart is blooding......
Over, everything is over.
I should change my thinking...
Erm,I ought to...