Blooding

Looking at their photo album...nothing left to say .

Angry,lonely,sad.....My confused feeling made me in a loss.

A word had buried in my deep heart's core a long time ago,

Not dare to speak out...What should I do actually?

I had put all my effort to try to understand their new lifestyle,

But I can't...Am I a freak to both of you?
I asked myself..No answer...An evil had come and stole my heart

I found that I am a outsider in their world,

I can't get into their talk,

I can't feel the wonderful atmosphere when got together,

I said nothing.....All things had changed or I have thought a lot?

Your radiance had made me walked away from you,

I scared I am a burden,

The others vision had made me thought that I am a freak,
But you said nothing.

You never think of me,

You never walk to my side when I feel lonely,

You never consider my feeling...

You just act that I am an important person in your life,

But I am not.That is the reality...

I know you had tried your best,

I know I am not good enough,
I know everything
evil had slowly taken over my heart,I fought against it,
I never lose!
pain,pain,PAIN!!!!

My tears had burst out,
again and again...
Heart is blooding......

Over, everything is over.
I should change my thinking...
Erm,I ought to...