Wednesday 27 July 2011

Am I ???

All the exam is over .A word that can illustrate my feeling now is-TIRED...Everything is over...Gaze at the bluish shy,boundless ,limitless ,vast. My confused feeling make me in a lost.Sometime, I am thinking , what is the definition of friend ? A friend in need is a friend indeed...
She is sitting at the back , doing her homework... looked so lonely...
I AM USELESS...what actually i can do for her?although merely a cheerful greeting...
 I am a cold-blooded  human being...9 years,9 years already...but i still can't understand her well, is i am a helpful friend  or i am just a passerby in her life?
Her voice is the most wonderful in the world, her smile is the most beautiful in the world ...she is such a flawless person....Others  are laughing but her heart is blooding ,Others are giggling but her eyes are rolling with tears .....
Arh !!! My Friend what can i do for you?JUST FOR YOU!!!!
Am i a useful friend for you?

Saturday 23 July 2011

what is the definition of......EXAM??

Are exams tricks that played on student???OR it really is the act of looking at something carefully???
BUT for me ,EXAM is just a trick that played on me!!!!!
Thursday: BM1,BM2,SJ  Friday: SN2,GEO..........the bull shit time table for the prapercubaan~
What is going on the earth now???EXAM,EXAM and EXAM!!!!!!Nothing left!!!!!!!!!
Is that my life???the piano exam is coming soon....stress, stress and STRESS
smile?! I looked at the mirro and tried to smile but how could i smile.
the tears rolled in my eyes one after they another fell on my shirt with sorrow, the tears with great dread , the tear with apprehensions....
Who know that feeling?WHO!!!!my heart is irritated by the ghastly feeling...they are the evil in my life...
i acted as happy as i could among my friends...but who can really experience the frightened in my deep heart core......im just a girl ,a lonely girl..........
i ought to clam down myself....be a lovely 15 years old girl , a girl with a wonderful smile on her face.....
leave me alone.........
the world is still wonderful,fantastic..........

Saturday 16 July 2011

A day with U

''hey! hey! you are in the wrong path man!"shouted my little bother.."where got??why can't?"reply my father.
both of them sitting under the passion fruit tree in my house and playing something interesting.(actually ,i don't know what is that) ..."yup!yup!GOAL!"this time is my father turn , he shouted like a kid in the baby chair, happily , pleasantly..."What actually is that?WEIRD~"i tortured at them.
waiting...waiting....and waiting....they pay no attention at me and continue playing thier "weird"game~DAMN BORING...
after some minutes watching at their funny monkey  face ,something attract my attention... the name of that "weird"game-CARROM MEN ~bom..bom..BOM! LOL
i looked at my dad and begin to maunder at him."DAD............ DAD ........... DAD ...........i wanna to play~"finally ,the victory is mine!XDXD
how to play it?adui!so messy ..........AFTER 20 MINUTES......i find that the game is so fascinating.....
now,is my turn,and i shouted like a mad woman“GOAL,GOAL,GOAL!!”

a day with CARROM MEN and my FAMILY...so warm and fragrant.......

Friday 15 July 2011

Walking in the rain

WALKING IN THE RAIN is so cold...feel lonely , helplessly..Rain drops hit me like bullets...mercilessly ,ruthlessly...(that is the others feeling but not mine~)
Today is my first time walking int the rain, although the weather is so cold,but i cn still giggling with my buddy...laughing ,running and cachinnating ~so enjoyable.....forget about the exam......
TODAY is a happy day , a pleasant day ,a free-willingly day.....A day that i can be myself...^_^
But when i return home , all the homework is awaiting for me..They look at me fiercely ....My tears is rolling in my eyes liked hot spring and it is going to burst!!!what the held is going on my life!..............

Wednesday 13 July 2011

TOO LATE

TOO LATE..........
Humans' life is too short. We cant control how long our life is, but we can make it wider and more meaningful. Sometimes , people may think that all things are doomed , they live without destination. When they regain consciousness , they might be regret , but it's too late . Hence , dont make your life filthy with the word "TOO LATE"!!!!

Today felling~

bout 9am in the morning..... I received a damn bad new!SHIT !wat the held is going on the earth!Y bad thing is always happened on a nice person.......his behavior, his deeds ....damn wonderful......
on tat day ,he even haven take part in his competition whic was held in tat evening.....bad thing always came after the storm .......an accident change his life.....he is now lying on the bed in a coma.....we cant do anything....im useless!USELESS!!!
friends WAKE UP!All of us is awaiting for ur  restoration ......
crying,crying n crying.....tis is not the best way to solve the problem...but now, it is wrong....WRONG!except for crying n blessing, wat we cn do for u??? ....juz for U, my dear friend..........
WAKE UP,WAKE UP, WAKE UP!!!!!!!